Chapter 36

Messy Lives

Bill Denbrough
Bill returned to California and finished the novel he’d been struggling with for years. It became his breakout bestseller, a quiet story about brothers, loss, and the stubborn magic of childhood belief—no monsters, just human hearts. Audra had almost come looking for him a few times during those six strange weeks—packing bags, buying plane tickets, feeling the pull toward Derry—but each time something gentle turned her around at the last moment: a sudden calm certainty that it would all work out, a quiet voice in the back of her mind whispering “go home, he’s coming back.” She never quite understood why she listened, but she did. When Bill finally walked through their door, she forgave the unexplained absence with a hug and a wry “You writers and your retreats,” asking almost nothing. His stutter, long since tamed, never returned in full force. He and Audra built a life filled with lazy beach mornings, script consultations, and the occasional charity reading for literacy programs. On clear nights he sometimes looks at the stars and feels a faint, grateful tug behind his eyes, as if someone small is still cheering him on.

Richie Tozier
Richie threw himself back into stand-up with a ferocity that surprised even him, turning the raw edges of his Derry scars into sharper, kinder material. His career exploded; sold-out tours, late-night spots, a Netflix special where he finally let a few real truths slip between the jokes. His agent barely blinked at the sudden vanishing act—“You needed a break, man. Happens to the best.” Partners came and went, but he found a steady rhythm in the laughter, in the way crowds roared when he leaned into the absurd. He keeps a tiny cyan star charm on his keychain, never mentions it, but sometimes catches himself smiling at nothing in particular, remembering a kid who called him “gamey” and meant it with love.

Eddie Kaspbrak
Eddie quietly divorced Myra not long after returning, the separation amicable and strangely painless—papers signed, no drama, as if the universe had already decided it was time. He sold his risk-assessment business for a healthy sum and opened a small chain of wellness centers in New York, focusing on breathing techniques and anxiety management. His asthma eased year by year until he could run Central Park without an inhaler. Clients noticed his calm certainty; he never spoke of Derry, but he carried a quiet authority born from having stared down worse things than panic attacks. On rare quiet mornings he feels a playful nip at his ribs, like a child testing if he’s still ticklish, and he laughs aloud.

Stan Uris
Stan returned to Atlanta and his accounting practice with a serenity that surprised Patty. She asked few questions—“You came back whole; that’s enough”—and they rebuilt their life brick by quiet brick. He took up birdwatching again, spending weekends in nature reserves with binoculars and a notebook, cataloging species with the same patient precision he’d once applied to origami cranes. The two-headed bird he’d folded with Stella still sat on his desk, a reminder that some things can watch in both directions. His panic attacks faded; the sky felt wider. He never forgot the voices that had quieted in her presence, and sometimes, when a blue jay landed nearby, he whispered thanks.

Mike Hanlon
Mike left the Derry library behind and moved to a small college town in upstate New York, where he taught history and curated archives of oral traditions—Penobscot stories, quiet blue threads of resilience. The “sabbatical” that swallowed nearly two months raised no eyebrows among colleagues; grants appeared, tenure track opened, as if the path had been cleared in advance. He wrote a book on forgotten local legends that won quiet acclaim. The farmhouse memories stayed vivid, but softer now. He kept the turtle charm on his desk and followed the steady, patient truths Stella had steered him toward. On clear evenings he walked trails, listening to the wind, feeling the quiet path still leading somewhere good.

Ben Hanscom and Beverly Marsh (now Hanscom)
Ben’s architectural firm flourished after the unexplained six weeks; clients laughed off the “sabbatical to reconnect with old friends,” projects poured in, and he designed warm, safe spaces—community libraries, eco-schools—that reflected the quiet strength he’d found again. Beverly and Ben left Derry together not long after the chamber fell silent, heading west in quiet agreement—no grand plans, just the road and each other. One week later they were married in a small civil ceremony in a coastal Oregon town, witnessed by strangers who smiled like they’d been expecting them. Weeks after that, Beverly discovered she was pregnant; the news arrived with soft surprise and grateful tears. Marsh Threads had been heavily disrupted during those six weeks—orders sat unfinished, deadlines slipped, a few anxious client messages piled up—but the damage never became catastrophe. When she finally returned to the shop, the worst messages had somehow gone unanswered without backlash, new fabric shipments arrived precisely when she needed them, and the handful of delayed orders resolved with unexpected understanding from clients (“Life happens—glad you’re okay”). It was as if a quiet kindness had held the small business steady just long enough for her to step back in and pick up the threads. She scaled back her hours during pregnancy, working in soft morning light with Ben nearby, then focused more on motherhood once their daughter arrived in early 1986—healthy and loud, with dark hair and eyes that sometimes caught the light like faded cyan. They built a home filled with light, books, fresh coffee, and the laughter of family—nieces, nephews, neighborhood kids drawn in for cookies and stories. Beverly never stopped feeling Stella’s presence in small, private ways: waking to the sensation of small arms wrapped warmly around her from behind in the early-morning hush, a faint crayon scent of blueberries on an untouched pillow, a single cyan thread appearing inexplicably in her sewing kit. She whispers “Good morning, Stella” into those quiet moments, then turns to Ben’s hand in hers, their child’s bright voice filling the house, and keeps living the messy, happy, human life Stella fought so fiercely to give them.